Follow the signs

... or they will come back stronger

All my life I heard about "signs". Universe talks to us, if we want a life full of joy and happiness, we must follow those signs.

At the age of 17th I used to have pretty "lucky coin" that I used to flip each time I had to take a decision. It was my way of "following the signs". Though, many times the sign was against my instinct and so the decision. Some bad things started to happen and a while before I got rid of that coin.

That was my last contact with the signs till a few weeks ago.

Approximately a month ago I started hearing about the book MANY LIVES MANY MASTERS in some random chats with random friends with no connection at all between them. Although I red the book when I was a teenager, decided to give it another chance. Now I understood so many things that I was not able to realize the first time I read it. Signs, among other things.

Maybe my mind was going round in circles around the book: cycles to close, toxic relationships from past lives...The thing is I dreamed with a girl from secondary school with which I had a real toxic relation (top level psychological bullying during many years). In my dream she chase me for eternity, and as much as I try to confront her (which I never did in real life), stop her, set up tramps, or even kill her, she keeps chasing me impeding my rest forever.

Woke up from that dream a bit afraid and, just at the time I was getting asleep again, I sensed my granny, who left us many years ago, kissing my forehead and saying "follow the signs and everything will be OK".

Next day I was certain about I must forgive her. Forgive her because how she treated me and forgive myself for allowing that situation. But not just forgive: BEING GRATEFUL.

Just in case the message was not absolutely clear, Universe sent me another signal: That same day, Netflix recommended me the CATFIGHT movie: Two former girl schoolmates with a toxic relationship on school time that get reunited many years after and, being unable to forgive and let go, they get in a fight with each other and ended with both of them in a 2 years coma. When they both finally wake up they find their family is dead or has abandoned them.

I had goosebumps for hours: Universe is not only showing me sings or synchronicities, Universe was WARNING me, I signed onto a search of forgiveness and gratitude that is leading me by a rout I would have never believe before.